2022 Xingtai Cabin Emotion Log 09: Meditation, are you used to daily life, or used to loneliness
New Year’s Eve, Xingtai square cabin dinner, sumptuous and warm gift package.New Year’s Eve, a person stay at home, but somehow think of the shelter of all kinds of good.Despite the lack of freedom, limitations and the occasional “poke in the nose” or sharp or gentle movements, you have plenty of free time: at least you don’t have to worry about three meals a day, and you don’t have to worry about dealing with the outside world.During this time, as long as you meditate, there will be a new pattern of cognition rebirth.And out of the cabin, it immediately became impossible.On my way home from the quarantine yesterday, I told my wife I’d better stay with my children’s grandmother for a few more days.As we take the initiative to cooperate with the self-isolation, as for my personal eating and drinking at home alone, do not consider, rice with noodles and vegetables at home is enough.Anyway, it is to lose weight, fat uncle when care about eating codandy!The year is often complicated by the ritual of seeing friends and family, going to the movies, shopping sprees, and endless house cleaning that will keep you busy for the rest of the Sunday.Sometimes, I feel curious, the line of sight of an daughter-in-law zha circle around this housework and children on the circle?Can’t you just find something you love to do?I am a person with inner contradictions and entanglements, so many years, maybe there is always a deep dependence between husband and wife!With her at home, life is orderly and regular but I desperately want to run out;And when she temporarily left my side, my life was in a mess immediately, all kinds of trivial life so annoying, firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar, tea, clothes, socks and shoes dirty, and where to find.Need not step in place again walk reduce weight, do personal protection well, come here to walk also pardonable to go to work temporarily live in my niece saw through the door.At times, she acted like a little lackey.She said, I finally see out, you two too dependent on my limited life!She’s too used to you slackers.She said yes, I do not refute, indeed, the lover and her animal is very similar, is a rabbit.I spent most of New Year’s Eve alone tidying my room and doing laundry.When walking, the piecemeal work of decoration is not over, he is only a simple cleaning of the health on the careless end.Now, there are ash on the ground and sofa, mensal as before, very affect the sort of view feeling.Since 3 o ‘clock in the afternoon, I have been at home for more than four hours, the window is already thousands of lights, I just have a look like a home.Rest, my wife called, she urged me to eat dumplings.How can I put it?I don’t want to go, and I can’t.The reason is very simple, the mother-in-law is old, and the old man himself likes to clean.Well, she takes turns with her big girl.What was the matter with going there as soon as he came out of his cabin!Besides, to be on the safe side, I should not return my wife or my children, so why bother anyone else?So, in my mind, also early to the brother over there to see the children’s parents reported peace, I told the two old, these days I will not pass, New Year’s Eve, we video it is good.I took a stroll through here in the evening, looked at it from a distance, stopped my mouth and stepped out of the cabin’s official wechat group. There were still 72 friends in isolation. Among them, some gave me the lunar New Year’s Eve dinner to dry.And I, sad enough to say, at home!Is not the lover can not bear to send over a plate of dumplings.The fat uncle still remembers that there are three dishes and one soup in the cabin.You’re right, but I don’t want to waste too much time on food.Some time ago, I coded words, made videos, shivered sound that called a walk.Now, there are too many things that can distract your energy. When this article is finished, I’m afraid a new day will begin.As for what is good at home, there is a reason.At least NOW I can stay in bed all day and go for a walk every morning and night instead of marking time, which is only twelve thousand an hour and a half!And to do it there, you have to be very careful lest someone in the next room should be able to make a protest by hammering on the wall.Uncle Fat goes out for a walk is principled and measured, do a good job of personal protection, not to go to crowded places, all the way to control the mouth and stride legs, vowed no longer alipay and wechat, not to have any intersection with merchants.Do you think that’s enough?Meditation, deep downtown, life is cool.The following period of time, I plan to arrange: get up early, walk around Qilihe or Qilihe Sports Park, and then take more than an hour of aerial photography, record the beautiful past that will happen in the southwest of the lower city;Then continue to write at noon, listen to music in the afternoon, take videos and talk with you about life and dreams outside of all kinds of wonderful things happen.At 8 p.m., he continued to clock in his lame performance live to see when his online followers were no longer in single digits.Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.In the cabin, I remember looking in the mirror and asking myself, “Are you used to the routine, or are you used to loneliness?”And now I have found the answer: the things of daily habit seem monotonous, but when you look at them closely with an empty heart, you find a rare peace.Personal, family, work, life, everywhere is learning, you can endure loneliness willing to taste.